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Mrg: i dont like that little boy looking at me seductively

myspace

I haven't posted anything on here because I joined myspace.com and well... it's more addicting than this, unfortunately. No one has the url to this page anyway, so it's basically just for me and whoever stumbles on it by accident. I'll try to start posting more on here from now on and try to get something going. Yeah. Adios.

HTML

If anyone who reads this by chance knows where I can get a webpage that's blank so I can start from scratch with HTML... let me know. and it needs to be free. thanks, just leave a comment or whatever.

Halloween

Halloween is cool and all... but why are people so stupid about it. Honestly, it's another day, just like any other day, just like any other 'holiday'. Jesus Christ.

SubPro Quotes Part 3

*Stars collide to see who outshines.*

you were a big fish in a small pond. this here's the ocean and you're drownin'. take my advice, go back to puddleville. you'll be happy there.

the key to flying is throwing yourself at the ground and missing.

can we replace our days of indecision with one of recognition? if so, then here i go, 'cause some things you know and some you just believe in, and hope it comes out even.

I have chronic disassociative sociopathic behavioral consistancy and when I'm engaged in conversation, I'm generally fantasizing about persuing my acquaintance around his/her backyard... with a 3/8 th pitch carbon steel-edged chainsaw over my head.

Everyone here hates everyone here for doing the same thing that they do.

Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the wrong words seem to rhyme. Out of the doubt that fills my mind... I somehow find you and I collide.

If I were a sheep, I think I would make a wolf suit and then scare the hell out of all my sheep friends. -Katie G.

He's born to shimmer, he's born to shine. He's born to radiate...He's born to live, he's born to love, but we will teach him how to hate.

Suppress all compassion and you bear a weapon far greater than any held in the hand of a normal human being.

we cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that our eyes once watered.

on going to war over religion: "you're basically killing each other to see who's got the better imaginary friend." -rich jeni

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."

Poured myself out: I am the empty cup. My hope has died away, and my tolerance faded. How can I keep Stability On such shaky ground? Prayers that a smile will flag me down. Sadly I've learned there's no truth in comfort; Well-being stems not from love. Anguish proves to be my only means of solace, Yet I want to be held by anyone, With any arms. I spend another morn alone, In a world that rejects me. A public unkind, laced with apathy. This one's for the world: I hate you. Life could get no colder; I'm living out a dying cell, But I can pull through.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person who wasnt supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and its not easy the second time around. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You will fight with your best friend and you may even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new boyfriend for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. life is short. Take too many pictures, laugh way to much and love without holding back.

When our kite lines first crossed, we tied them into knots. But to finally fly apart, we had to cut them off... Since then its been a book, that you read in reverse. So you understand less as the pages turn...

If I could I would shrink myself. Sink through your skin to your blood cells. Remove whatever makes you hurt. But I am too weak to be your cure.

Excuse me... Could you please help me? Would you please take the knife that you stabbed me with out of my back? I can't quite seem to reach it.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made into a victim. Accept no ones definition of your life; define your own.

You can't leave footprints in the sands of time if you're sitting on your butt. And who wants to leave butt-prints in the sands of time?

I began to know that each morning reasserted the problems of the night before, that sleep suspended all but changed nothing, that you couldn't make yourself over between dawn and dusk.

You never had it hard, but now it's getting tough so you whine, whine, whine and say you've had enough. You say I'm full of shit. That I'm a hypocrite. I shouldn't talk when I can't take the advice that I give. Well maybe you're right, but open your eyes: the main difference here is that I try.

There is an idea of spiffy; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real m: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours. And maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.

Our mind is like a clear glass of water. If we put salt into the water it becomes saltwater; sugar it becomes sugar water; shit it becomes shit water. But originally the water was clear. No thing, no mind. No mind, no problem.

SubPro Quotes Part 2

*Ideas pull the trigger, but instinct loads the gun.*

*Remember where you came from, where you're going, and why you created the mess you're in.*

I feel complete when I feel sick inside.

There is no other pill to take, so swallow the one that made you ill.

To follow by faith alone is to follow blindly.

Life is a tragedy for those who feel and a comedy for those who think.

What you are looking for is what is looking.

The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement. But the opposite of a profound truth may well be another profound truth.

Knowledge is learning something every day. Wisdom is letting go of something everyday.

Death is not the greatest loss in life, the greatest loss is what dies inside of us when we are still alive.

I am a student. Please do not fold, spindle, or mutilate me.

It is much more secure to be feared than to be loved.

'He means well' is useless unless he does well.

We have met the enemy and it is us.

The basis of optimism is sheer terror.

Half the world is composed of idiots, the other half of people clever enough to take indecent advantage of them.

Never attribute to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity.

We are building a religion. We are making a brand. We're the only ones to turn to when your castles turn to sand. Take a bite of this apple, Mr. Corporate Events. Take a walk through the jungle of cardboard shanties and tents. Some people drink Pepsi. Some people drink Coke. The wacky morning DJ says democracy's a joke.

Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two. One with old wood creaking that would burn away right on cue. I try to be not like that, but some people really suck. People need to get the axeing. Chalk it up to bad luck.

Crumble, tumble... fall. Cry. Ask me "why?" I'll just stare at you and glare at you and not know what to say. "Please tell me", you plead because you know that on the inside, I bleed. It's just who I am. Destined to feel and cry and constantly wonder why I chose to be emotional and sadly me. looking to see if you'll run away from the pain... and from me. Cold as snow, ice and pain. My tears, they fall like sad, sad rain. Do I scare you? Do I make you want to cry and wonder why you ever loved me? -Amy O.

We're Americans, with a capital "A", huh? Do you know what that means? Do ya? That means that our forefathers were kicked out of every decent country in the world. We are the wretched refuse. We're the underdog. We're mutts!

Happiness is such hard work and it gets harder every day. And it can kill you, but no one wants to be that tacky about it. If you spin fast enough, then maybe the broken pieces of your heart will stay together... but some things I've seen lately make me doubt it.

We suffer from an illness of the illusion of separateness. We believe that the world is full of discreet things, when in fact it is all one, interconnected whole. We experience ourselves as conscious skin-bags living a transitory moral life, when in fact, we are the eternal mind of the universe. Separateness is the sickness.

It's too far. It's too fast. It's too quick. It won't last. It's not right, but it's not wrong. There's no time, move along. But i've come much too far and I know what's in my heart and I know what I feel. I can tell when it is real. It's okay, be afraid. It's all right. You just take that fear and turn it into your strength. It's called life and that's why we're here.

God is dead, Christianity made it that way. Look at the ugliness you created.

You never really realize how wonderful some people are until it is too late or they are too far gone for you to tell them.

Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk in front of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either, just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

If at first you don't succeed... find out if the loser gets anything.

Changing SubPro - Quotes Page 1

*They can't hurt you unless you let them*

You can't lose something you never had. So it shouldn't really hurt.

Show those motherfuckers what you know.

I don't know where I'm going but I know where I want to be.

Causes of death, like meanings of life, are mysterious and ineffable.

Tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.

You are neurotic and depressed... it doesn't mean that you are sad.

If looks could really kill... my profession would be staring.

If you're going to send someone to save the world, you'd better make sure they like it the way it is.

If you were waiting for the opprotune moment... that was it.

Saying they're a nice person doesn't make them a nice person. You can call a grenade a puppy... that doesn't mean it'll lick your face.

Life's a bitch because if it were a slut... it'd be easy.

Our great war is a spiritual war. our great depression is our lives.

On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.

A true friend won't get in your way unless you happen to be going down.

With every new sunrise there is a new chance and with every sunset... you blew it.

A sharp tongue can slit it's own throat.

a cheap thrill is still a thrill.

I've got nothing to hide... except what's inside.

someone cares that you're alive... but it sure isn't me.

Not a tight rope walk, but dance. uncertain game of chance, but i'll see it through in time.

if wishes were trees the trees would be falling.

The hand that feeds you, needs you.

First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win. -Gandhi

some of us fall and some of us fly, but at the end of the book baby, all of us die.

so fresh... it's still bleeding.

Sit down, remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost.

one last thing before i quit, i never wanted anymore than i could fit into my head. i still remember every single word you said and all the shit that somehow came along with it. still there's one thing i'd like to say since i was always caged and now i'm free!!!

some things are lost, some left behind. some things are better left for someone else to find.

you live for the fight whe it's all that you've got.

some day you'll be sorry, some day when you're free, memories will remind you that you could have been with me.

no one knows what's coming, and no one knows what's going. no one knows who's letting go today and walking away.

i think you are blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down.

expecting life to treat you fair because you're a good person is like expecting the bull not to charge you because you're a vegetarian.

there's no point in fighting about this. you have to learn to accept the inevitable. we're all doomed anyway. so you might as well get with the program, wish your way out of here and move on.

if love be rough with you, be rough with love. prick love for pricking and you beat love down.

A conclusion is simply the place where someone got tired of thinking.

Life is short. So break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile...

It's what you do and not what you say, if you're not part of the future then get out of the way.

The worlds a rollar coaster and I am not strapped in. Maybe I should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air.

Don't hate people that only want to love you and don't love people that only want to hate you.

Push your self to higher heights - rise above the herd. Straightedge isn’t the answer if the decision isn’t yours. Think about the life you live. Have your standards been met? Or have you rooted yourself - cemented in and set.

"Make them teach what you want to learn." -graffiti, nyu 1969

"She said I'm afraid of success. Maybe she's right. I'd live up to my full potential... but it would really cut into my sitting around time."

Everything is happening... just not to me. (Erin)

Living with a conscience is like driving with the breaks on.

What most needs explanation is not why some people are criminals, but why most people are not.

The only difference between graffiti and philosophy is the word 'fuck'.

If something's worth doing, it's worth doing for money.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you it probably hurts the other person too.

Take your dying with some seriousness, however laughing on the way to your execution is not generally understood by less advanced life-forms, and they'll call you crazy.

Quotes Part One of Some Numbered Series From Me...

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. - William Jennings Bryan

Anger as soon as fed is dead
'Tis starving makes it fat - Emily Dickenson

We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves. - Lynn Hall

Character is like a tree and reputation it's shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing. - Abraham Lincoln

Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power. -Abraham Lincoln

Forming characters? Whose? Our own or others? Both. And in that momentous fact lies the peril and responsibility of our existence. - Elihu Burritt

Men show their characters in nothing more clearly than in what they think laughable. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Underneathe this flabby exterior is an enormous lack of character. - Oscar Levant

Stupid is forever, ignorance can be fixed. - Don Wood

The last time anybody made a list of the top hundred character attributes of New Yorkers, common sense snuck in at number 79. - Douglas Adams

The freethinking of one age is the common sense of the next. -Matthew Arnold

We are so vain that we even care for the opinion of those we don't care for. - Marie Ebner von Eschenbach

Fear not those who argue, but those who dodge. - Marie Ebner von Eschenbach

The greatest of faults, I should say, is to be conscious of none. - Thomas Carlyle

If I have lost confidence in myself, I have the universe against me. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
(The universe is laughing at you behind your back.)

You have to have confidence in your ability and then be tough enough to follow through. - Rosalynn Carter

Every time you don't follow your inner guidance, you feel a loss of energy, a loss of power, a sense of spiritual deadness. - Shakiti Gawain

People with courage and character always seem sinister to the rest. - Hermann Hesse

When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends. - Japanese Proverb

If you are not criticized, you may not be doing much. - Donald H. Rumsfeld

To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing. - Elbert Hubbard

Honest criticism is hard to take, particularly from a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or a stranger. - Franklin P. Jones

Any reviewer who expresses rage and loathing for a novel is preposterous. He or she is like a person who has put on full armor and attacked a hot fudge sundae. - Kurt Vonnegut

A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin. - H.L. Mencken

Cynics regard everybody as equally corrupt. Idealists regard everybody as equally corrupt, except themselves. - Robert Anton Wilson

I'd rather get my brains blown out in the wild than wait in terror at the slaughterhouse. - Craig Volk

As we look deeply within, we understand our perfect balance. There is no fear of the cycle of birth, life, and death. For when you stand in the present moment, you are timeless. - Rodney Yee

If I could drop dead right now, I'd be the happiest man alive. - Samuel Goldwyn

I don't want to achieve immortality through my work... I want to achieve it through not dying. - Woody Allen

On the plus side, death is one of the few things that can be done just as easily lying down. - Woody Allen

If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise. - Robert Fritz

It is not enough to succeed. Others must fail. - Gore Vidal

If at first you don't succeed, failure may be your style. - Quentin Crisp

Courage is fear that has said it's prayers. - Dorothy Bernard

I've grown certain that the root of all fear is that we've been forced to deny who we are. - Frances Moore Lappe



that was only A-F one one website for quotes. And not even on all of the topics I was interested in looking at. I'm just too lazy to look for more at the moment.

What's That On Your Face?

people with fucked up noses are relatively difficult to talk to. when i do manage to look at their eyes, i am only considering how it must feel for them to know they have a fucked up nose. or maybe they have no idea and that is depressing.
the following is a partial list of things that can ruin a nose (you can also mix and match)
- a really long nose
- a really pointy nose
- unusual bumps
- crooked in any way
- bulbous
- piggy nose where you can see full view of nostrils
- very odd shape
- just plain huge

the reason i bring this up is because i had a dream, and i swear, every person i've ever met that has a screwed up nose was in it. this dream made me sublimely happy, as i'm satisfied with my nose and i've looked it over carefully to assure myself that i'm not one of those 'unawares' people.

Please, Think of the Kittens

"It's time to trim the Bush(e)s."

Uh-Oh

andrew and i broke up... more or less on his birthday. i don't know, i've really done it this time though. i have introduced myself to the Official Royal Shaft ( a.k.a.: I'm Shafted ).

i realized that i care a lot more than i thought i did. but i'm not sure what i want. i have a few days to think about it because of the 'break' we're on. hopefully kailee will help me sort through a few things.

G1 - G2 - G3

G1 did not give me an ultimatum.
G2 did give me an ultimatum. Do or Die... Now!
G3 is competely clueless that I'm such a trouble teen. And, well, I'm not sure exactly how I'm to handle G3.


G1 is not aware of G2 or G3. G2 is aware of G1 and mildly aware of G3. G3 is not concerned about either G1 or G2 because G3 is, well, clueless, as previously stated.


"I haven't been sleeping, but I've been dreaming. I haven't been eating, but I've been thinking. I've found the best place in the world." - Nora, "I Should Have Sent Flowers"

>>>I will be posting a list of songs that is on a mix that was recently given to me. Recently as in yesterday.<<<